Out of a Clear Sky

I’m having one of those days.

One of those “Boyfriend where are you?” days.

I have no idea why.

There is literally no reason. Not even hormones, unless my month-by-month calculations are off.

Huh.

I’ve come to realize I enjoy Merlin mostly because the people in the cast seem like such lovely, fun people.

I think I must have spring fever.

Not really sure what it even is.

But I have this antsy, angsty feeling like I’m full of glowing buzzing energy that’s making my heart race and making me want to run and dance around but is also vaguely uncomfortable because I feel like I’m supposed to be DOING something but I can’t figure out what it is so instead I sit here feeling all buzzy and about-to-burst and jittery…

I really really really love bookstores.
So for the past several days I’ve felt like a blob of mush no matter how much sleep I get or tea I drink.

What is going on????